Of all sad words in tongue or pen the saddest are these: it might have been
Don’t know who said it, I found it in an old notebook.
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?

a camera

You know what sucks?
Breaking up?
How do you break up with someone you live with when your parents kicked you out and he chased away all your friends?
day 1

I’m not really sure how this works, a friend told me about it today. So I’m just gonna write about the past couple days. I really am wanting to break  up with my boyfriend but I’m too scared, not just that I won’t find someone else but because my mom kicked me out and I live with him so if I break up with him I have nowhere else to go. He’s been getting really controling to the point that it’s killing me. He says that he can’t handle my mood swings and wants me to take the medication that hurts my body in so many ways and makes me turn into a zombie. Somedays I’d like to just run to somewhere that nobody knows me and just find myself again. I always feel like I just want to break down and cry, scream, and just throw things. I haven’t a clue what to do and I just kinda want to quit.